Being a human being,
I wish for the most,
Make my own mistakes,
Learn from them,
Grow from them.
However,
my mistakes hurt people,
make them sad,
Make me hate myself some more,
Causing others pain I loathed the most,
But it seems it’s the only thing am good at,

I prayed for their happiness,
Only to be the root cause of it,
Tried to be a perfect being,
One that would cause zero pain,
Failed at it miserably,
After all,
They say our imperfections make us human,

I am tired of being sad,
Tired of causing tears,
Tired of being human,
Tired of waiting for my unanswered prayer,

Where did I go wrong?
What mistake did I commit that was so dreadful?
Is it worth it to make mistakes?
Do I apologise just so as I can repeat the cycle tomorrow?