I tell you my darkest fear,
what I dread the most,
thinking you cared,
trusted you the most,
opened up to you,
let my guard down around you,
gave you my everything,
my every pain,
then look what you did,
you used it against me,
you hurt me the most,
you broke me,
made me recoil,
into the unbreakable shell,
the shell of loneliness,
you were my friend,
my best friend,
my only friend,
or so I thought,
but then I thought,
I tend to forget,
we’re only humans,
we can only make mistakes,
and still I’ve got one question,
was this really a mistake?
did you intend it?
should I have trusted you?
can I ever forget?
will I forgive?
how about the shell?
who’s going to break it?
but then,
those were way so many questions,
was I not worth it?
your true friendship.
anyway I won’t cry over it,
you ain’t worth it too,
my precious tears,
I will walk the lonely road,
who cares about the crowd anyway?